I want to study...!!

i am so lacked in studying, i was spending my time throwing of ideas, expressing opinions...and thats all.
on life, on friendship..
just to make someone think.
and thinking is tiring, but thinking is what make life matters in the end, coz we end up learning something in the end.
i have so many queries, plans, missions, questions i need some answers too..and maybe just an understanding.
and insyaAllah, i will in the mean time.

btw, i really want to meet Tun Dr. Mahathir...
anyone who have any ideas how, tell me k:)
take care..
and i want to study!!:)