Finale....

After 3 years, experiencing life to the fullest..it's time to stop.
I runaway from facing the reality, cause I need a break.
During the 'phase out', I learn a lot about..human.

I received many advices, perceptions, assumptions, judgements. I encountered my worst self, and became a human.

I feel pretentious living...I am lost...

I am still in need for that peaceful...inner bliss...
and yet til now, I am scare to make that decision.

In other word. I am still a child.