My stress reliever....=))

Say..today i am so stressed out..well, with what happened..and practical, and with my current 'enjoy' friends...that i really need a good slice of chocolate cake to wash it all away..and a good movie..but unfortunately, i have assignment to be submitted tomorrow.
so, when i reached my room, i hug my roommate cum my classmate cum my bestfriend..hehe..and then, she surprised me with a bar of Cadbury chocolate..wow..i am so happy..so i get my first stress reliever..:))
then, i told her my stressness of the week..and she let me eat her mango pudding..and we had the stress reliever session until maghrib..so my another room mate cum bestfriend, came back..and i eat her makanan..hahaha...
and my craved for chocolate cake still on..i have been craving since last sunday..and i thot, well, i can be bersabar and wait for tomorrow..but then, my craveness starts...so i tear the chocolate foil, take a piece, and text my bestfriend (she went out for drink with friend)..tell her i want a secret recipe chocolate cake..
and guess what, 10 mins then, i got a text msg from a friend of mine..telling me to meet him..and voila..i got my chocolate indulgence secret recipe cake..requested from subang..by..hm...what shall i name him as ek..sweet boy;)...
so i end up grinning from ear to ear and i can finally settle doing my assignment...

but yet, until now, i havent finished with mu assignment..laziness crawling in...bad my dear, bad for me..
gud nite people....and thank you..my bestfriends and my sweet guy:))

What Is Lacking....

Sometimes in this semester; for the past couple of months...i had a need, a thing that is lacked in my mouth (life)..and i have been in hunt searching for that.

I want something to eat, food specifically that make me, when i taste it...feel good. So good and..its just not a stomach food, but also food for the soul and heart.

I have eaten mostly, all food that i can think off, that have been the one i indulge when i am 'down'; but seems now, those food brings no effect to me.

so what is the kind of food that can make me 'whole'?..anyone who have any ideas, please tell me.

and i also have this one bad habit lately...i criticize on food. well, sometimes out loud, sometimes just a food for thought. I used to be the one bot criticizing food, but now i am..wonder why.

have to live with that i guess.

guess, before i hit 23, i realized what is happening with me, what is wrong with me, how to improve and how i have changed.

Before i hit 23, i am being someone else, and somehow, maybe...
those that had happened before, happen for a reason.

And maybe this is it.