i have settle

finally, i have seen it. I thot with friends it will be different, and i give my best. I try to be the best for them, with the hope that it is different from couple relationship. but turn out, it is the same.
and maybe, i test myself, make me venture into it..to see how it goes, and now i have seen the result. There is no such thing as pure love anymore, not between friends anymore. Even like, or love between boy and girl make them do things they never do before..there is no unselfish love anymore.
maybe is still exist, but with four best buds, i have not seen it.
there goes friendship.
so if i stop loving them, does that make me like them?
i am not stopping myself from loving them, i am stop. and loving myself more.
i need to mend me, to pull me back again, to be happy again and find and head back to my friends, who love me and not selfish.

The Undomestic Goddess...

so inspite of too much things to do now, i still had the time to read novel by sophie kinselle, the undomestic goddess. It got such an interesting ending that me, myself end up with giddiness inside me...:)
hahaha, its shows too different type of personality when encountering workloads of situations.
and you believe in fairy tale, then the ending is good.
but for me, fairy tale is hard to believe. so maybe if i were in her shoes, i will questions whether or not my relationship with nathanelle will work out or not.
but thats just me.

the review: http://www.curledup.com/undomest.htm

Sisters day Out,,,

we had a sister day out yesterday...very nice and so nice..
first,early in morning, we went for relaxing moment...along go for spa reflexology and kakak and i went for full body massages....ohhhhh....very nice. in wellness sanctuary in taipan.
then we picked up bilah in UM, head for cineleisure for Twilight.
but before that, we had our lunch at Bubba Gum..errr..sekali je nak gi sini...mahal dowh food dier..i mean, if im working, maybe gi sini kot...still belajar lagi..its LUXURY food lah for me...this is what i had..
then, we watched Twilight..best..but poyo..entahlah, there is something with the love story, but i dont know how to explain it.
then we are ice cream at a japanese desert and ice cream cafe a floor below under the cinema. it was sedap....(ni lost of vocab)...hehee
balik aje, we send nabilah, singgah beli DVd in 14...and settle at home.
after maghrib, we watched Sisterhood of Travelling Pants 2...:)

at nite, we crached our parents bed and sleep there while watching The House Of Bunny.
overall, it is so sisterly in Love..:)

today..just teman my sisters beli basikal and repair basikal, in bicycle shops inputra heights...
and maybe we had late lunch, early dinner late today.