Memory Lane...when i stepped out

these views..when i stepped out from kulliyyah of medicine..back to my room..enjoy..!pastu, nmpk jalan...heheh
then, view yang amat familiar when balik jalan kaki...
jalan...jalan...smpi hbs susur gajah..nmpk lah round about...lawa kan..

pastu, view nie..mmg sah sah sume org sedar bile balik jalan kaki..tp impian yang patutnyer clear water, end up murky water..
and...view nie mase naik tangga nak gi blok ku..m4

Memory lane...in the room...

this is after i bring 3/4 of my stuffs on 25th of april 09...
but the 1/4..waaa..banyak gak..:)

Memory Lane...from the room...

I am here in Putra Heights...and for good..well there will be a (confirm) another time that i will went back, during clearance..but for now.. these are from my memory..

This is from my room window..8th of April 09














Another shot also, same tarikh...














tapi, this is on 26th april 09...beza kan..actually this tree facinate me sepanjang 4 tahun im staying at my room..since my blind rosak and x leh naikkan, and plus with the langsir..i always keep untie it...so i barely look outside my window to appreciate this..but, i do..and i will miss the 'seasonal' yellow flowers..and the bees that came in my room when its full of flower unlike below...

yang ni monyet2 yang sokmo curi makanan..and alhamdullilah..sepanjang 4 tahun, xde yang get into my compartment..:)
and this is the view...when i stepped outside my room...

and

Preseverance...

Tomorrow, less than 20 hours, the submission of my 12 credit hours final year paper...
i am numb now, there are so many feelings that i want to feel, i hope i managed to feel it tomorrow, together with relief of course.
i mean, i have been here for four years, and the last two years has been challenging enough, that for me to survived now, still make me wonder how.

Maybe, this is the lesson i learn here, now, when i am in university...that it is not what the books taught you too, not what the lecturers taught too, but it is the hidden value that we bring with our selves when we come out from the place.

The friends that we still care and keep in touch, the memories that soon will fade since human are temporary..in everything...but most importantly,

Ourselves...we bring ourselves outside with all the values, the maturity, the experiences...to make us face the world and face what life can offer.

I am facing what life can offer me..in less than 20 hours..am i ready?

the more we know..

They are certain things that we should put in mind when socializing..in friendship.
1. That when we get to know someone, we either first realized the superficial good and the bad qualities.
2. when we know them well enough, we can see underneath the superficial good and bad of that particular someone.
3. so maybe after second phase, we develop new feelings for that person. so the third phase is dangerous..coz this phase is when we can really see that person. the selfishness, the arrogance; the true self.this is when acceptance really test the patients and sometimes, it is really hard to walk away from this phase, since somehow, much commitment is given.

Thus, up to second phase is enough. Third, make sure we embrace enough and really really ready for it.
take care.

selfish, self-less

selfish, is what people have, but the difference is..it is more menonjol or not.
so if you want to see weather a certain someone is selfish or not..
try to look at pictures..
it works really well, when in group of friends..some poeple love taking pictures and some love to be taken pictures of.
but the truth is why..some people love to be taken pictures off, because they want to see it later on..and they wont realize others that was not inside the pictures.
and for people that love taking pictures, yes they love it, but 'maybe' coz they end up beralah, coz the others wont do the picture taking...and wants to get inside the picture.
one way to try and be self-less...go out with a group of friends, and bring a camera. if they dont want to take pictures of others and expect 'you' as the only...they are selfish and i bet they dont care about you not getting into the picture..
but thats the way to become unselfish and embrace yourself...it is really tough and painful..knowing people dont care and selfish with themselves.

We get back...

Just now in the car, on my way to Terus Maju, Temerloh after practical; this came to mind..
" Whatever we said, we always get it back".
Its like this, when we say bad things about other people, mostly about x puas hati with them, sooner or later we will end up doing it..and its what people (the one that realize this concept) afraid off.
So that is why in Islam, or even in Al-Qur'an, this has been address. We have been told not to talk bad about other people, to express to unsatisfaction openly - with the intention to burukkan that person, and make us feel like we are the good one..coz end up, we will be like them
so this cross my mind;
if we talk bad about other people, we will end up like them; what if we always talk good about other people..and cherished them, will we be like them later on in life?
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