experiences are the greatest teacher....

experiences taught me things, made me think more, made my mind alert more, my conscious level in peak, and made me figure out who i was, and what i am.
it made me understand myself, well indeed that was what i want to be.
it made me realize that, it takes situations, to bring out something like this. an event.
it makes me a human and perhaps a better man (woman)...

yes, we need to take a break from who we are last time, to understand our selves better.

finally...

its been a long time since i post one here...its not due to busyness of anything..but more to tired to blog, to much tab to browse into, too playful and enjoying lately..

my thoughts:

1) that based on today's news, i dont know where Islam stands anymore in this world..not, let alone Malaysia. there are too many people fighting it.

2) i cannot now, demarcated the good and bad. i dont know where to draw to line. no, thats doesnt meant i have done those things, but more like i encountered it in real life, seen it. so what is good and bad then?

3) there is always be first time in life...but in encountering the first time; i- are we ready for what may come, ii- can we pull the brake and stop in the middle of it; iii- can we just take the first time and said, 'I have enough'.

4) so now i know, when in Islam said, pandangan pertama and all the pertama(s) in the our life, when it is against the syariat, then stop. turn away, head for another direction. it is easier said then done. coz after the first time, it will always be 'ketagih' and the nafsu mengawal diri.

5) this is when muhasabah, doa and keinsafan should come hand in hand. not because of 'forbidden love', but more to true love...

The Undomestic Goddess...

so inspite of too much things to do now, i still had the time to read novel by sophie kinselle, the undomestic goddess. It got such an interesting ending that me, myself end up with giddiness inside me...:)
hahaha, its shows too different type of personality when encountering workloads of situations.
and you believe in fairy tale, then the ending is good.
but for me, fairy tale is hard to believe. so maybe if i were in her shoes, i will questions whether or not my relationship with nathanelle will work out or not.
but thats just me.

the review: http://www.curledup.com/undomest.htm

Dysfunctional Family..

Came across this site while googling...

http://www.mudrashram.com/dysfunctionalfamily2.html

Love Story

This is my current love song. I love this song. Not just the lyric, but the tune.
It felt so lively and uplifting.
if i were to dream, it will be this song as the back ground song and me and my Romeo are dancing on a field of grass happily...and lovingly..:))
but is't just a dream though...

"We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's so real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you..."

Sisters day Out,,,

we had a sister day out yesterday...very nice and so nice..
first,early in morning, we went for relaxing moment...along go for spa reflexology and kakak and i went for full body massages....ohhhhh....very nice. in wellness sanctuary in taipan.
then we picked up bilah in UM, head for cineleisure for Twilight.
but before that, we had our lunch at Bubba Gum..errr..sekali je nak gi sini...mahal dowh food dier..i mean, if im working, maybe gi sini kot...still belajar lagi..its LUXURY food lah for me...this is what i had..
then, we watched Twilight..best..but poyo..entahlah, there is something with the love story, but i dont know how to explain it.
then we are ice cream at a japanese desert and ice cream cafe a floor below under the cinema. it was sedap....(ni lost of vocab)...hehee
balik aje, we send nabilah, singgah beli DVd in 14...and settle at home.
after maghrib, we watched Sisterhood of Travelling Pants 2...:)

at nite, we crached our parents bed and sleep there while watching The House Of Bunny.
overall, it is so sisterly in Love..:)

today..just teman my sisters beli basikal and repair basikal, in bicycle shops inputra heights...
and maybe we had late lunch, early dinner late today.

finally...

in pancaindera today; hiburan 21, "Resensi Filem"..it has summarizes enuf on Selamat Pagi Cinta...and i am so agreed with him on his opinions and views...
so read on and watch it.